Lczero shows this great numbers for the first 3 best moves? which is that?
are you playing white or black
White is slightly better. Black is a pawn down (3…e5), White gets a backward pawn on d3 (5.e4), White gets the bishop pair (7.Bxf3)… Threat coming (2.e4 c6 3.dxc6 Nxc6 4.Nc3). Don’t go (1) …Nxd5 2.e4 Nb6 3.d4 or (2) …Qxd5 2.e4 Nb6 3.d4. But I find if I get big crazy numbers like these I stop the calculation and restart the review again it should have settled.